nothing to said?
no..no..
it can not be spoken
but, i felt hurt when he was hurt caused of me
but i do nothing
because i can not do anything...
and he did not realize about my feelings to him
because i did not say it to him
because i do not really sure about this one
i'm afraid to said it out...
i'm afraid it could make him hurt when he know my feeling not as deep as him
i was scared when hate and love have just a thin boundary
so i just kept in silent
and i really do not understand why was those make me hurt so deeply?
so i try to throw this feeling away
at least only for now
and i will start to truly love him when the time comes...
Perhaps when the time came, it was late..
i loved him when he had forgotten me,
i got the punishment
punishment sent from heaven...